ariirina

I'm super motivated to lose weight too, ever since one of my friends suggested we diet together. I always find that I do a lot better when I'm in a group of people versus just myself. I'm really sick of being all chubby and flabby and whatnot. I really want to look nice for my boyfriend, although he says I'm perfect. 

One thing I really hate about myself is that one day I'll be super fired up and the next day it'll be all like whatever. 

わるいですね。。。

Sometimes I think I don't have what it takes to be pretty but as long as I feel happy and as long as my boyfriend is happy then I'm happy too! 

But right now I'm not happy with how I look...

Bad diet causes a lot of problems, not including aesthetically but also internally. Eating a lot of greasy and fried foods leads to acne and oily skin, it also leads to an increase in body fat, and not in the correct places either... Somehow I wonder how all the korean celebrities manage to maintain their weight...

I honestly love food, wow. I sound fat. But food is delicious. It's human nature to overindulge and want more of what is good. In some places, that is totally fine, like when it comes to love. But when it comes to food, it's proven that eating less can increase your lifespan and it can also boost metabolism and your mood.

Mind you eating too little can cause you to be extremely tired, grumpy and unhappy. But I think it's important to find a good balance of eating good food and exercising. I really don't like exercising, probably because I can't play any sports, my hand eye co-ordination is horrible.

This is a pretty sensitive issue for me because I don't know what to do , diet or be happy with how I am, if that is even possible. 

I know my boyfriend think I'm beautiful no matter what, but he's just such a good man and I think he deserves a good woman. Not saying I'm not a good woman, but I can be better (:

 Lets work hard! -ㅈ -