ariirina

Taking a small break from physics while waiting for my baby to return from shopping.
Somehow I feel ... a little confident about physics.
Just a little though...

It's been a hard couple of days for me, just have been painful.. ahh at least I spend a wonderful birthday with my honey.

I'm seeing him tomorrow, in person! I'm really happy. I haven't seen him for two days and I'm so happy I get to see him so much, and I really miss him and I need him to cuddle me and give a tummy rub..( somehow I'm like a dog, I like tummy rubs and being petted and just love it when he pays attention to me ).

I feel reeeeally bloated right now, like really bloated.
My dad is sitting in the kitchen.. talking to himself. I never realized how lonely my dad might be. He never goes out, all he does is work, drink, eat, sleep and then work again. I want to go start a conversation with him..

Somehow despite all the bad days, I really really love my family and my boyfriend and my friends.
They just keep me so sane.
Especially my baby. On some days, even when I feel ridiculously down and upset and just feel like I'm going insane, he calms me down so easily.

When I'm scared and he holds me, my fear just, vanishes. Gone.


I love you so much Justin...
<3