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Missing my boyfriend so much.. writing this while wearing his sweater and cuddling the bear he gave me. I haven't spoken to him in two whole days, and I'm worried about him and I miss him like crazy. I'm hoping time goes by a little quick so that I can see him soon and ask about his trip.

To pass time, I've been shopping and watching dramas, or should I say rewatching. I still find the Japanese hana kimi better than the Korean for some reason. It just makes me laugh and bawl and just so many emotions haha.

It's been helping with my loneliness, but I still miss him so much. Missing someone is just not a good feeling at all.. It makes you lonely, but at the same time, it makes seeing that person again exciting,, because you're anticipating it and can't wait and want to run and jump and just hug the other person to death. (Okay, that's an expression, don't make anyone die..).


I've been taking out my phone just to stare at the background and go through my picture gallery. We've come so far. It's like my life was a puzzle and it was missing a piece and he just completes me like no one can or ever will be able to.

When I'm with him, he makes me feel like the only woman in the world.

He makes me laugh and be silly and he makes me appreciate every little thing(:

Ahhhh, It makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside when I talk about my "taisetsuna hito". It's pretty late, but I can't seem to fall asleep. Although sleeping is nice. I really enjoy sleep. Anything can happen in dreams.

I can see my baby in my dreams. I can marry him and force him to buy a rabbit or a dog. I can fly or I can become an animal or just, dreams are amazing, sometimes scary and sometimes weird. But dreaming of him makes me feel really happy. Although I can't see him yet, Although I can't speak to him today, I know somewhere, he's thinking and dreaming of me too.

And, you know, he's looking up at the same sky as I am.
It's a comforting feeling, somehow~