Wednesday, August 29, 2012

I am beyond happy right now, a little message can make me soo happy!! Ahh, baby thank you for texting me. I was really worried about you, the only regret I have is not being home to respond since we went to the beach again today. I got a semi-tan. It's not that big of a tan, but my mom turned really brown.

I feel so at ease now.I feel so peaceful and just my worries have flown away and I'm on cloud 9. No, cloud 10. Because 10 is better than 9. Because it is.

You know that feeling when you're so happy and you just want to squeeze that person so hard and just stay there forever holding them and crying tears of joy? That's me right now. But maybe not crying yet, I need to see baby first, I'm only allowed to cry on him.

You know when you've found that person you want to spend forever with and you're really happy and everything makes you laugh and you want to do everything for that person? That's also me right now. I've said this a lot before, but I want to marry him.

I know, I know, I'm seventeen blah blah. I want to marry him and it's final and that's it and we will get married and have a lot of children and we will be a really cute family! No matter what happens, we will be super cute together forever always! (I sounded really blonde there..but it's true!). This love I have for him is just, bigger than anything!

He makes me happier than anyone. He makes me work hard and smile and laugh and I love him so much. That's my man. So hands off everybody, okay? Because if you fall in love with him, you can't have him because he's mine and loves only me so tough luck!~


I really need to complain to WestGate though their WiFi is really weird. If I'm in the living room it's works beautifully and when I'm in my room it disconnects like there is no tomorrow! I wish there was free WiFi everywhere! In the subways, in the streets, in cars, in buses, on the beach everywhere!

It's pretty late and I'm still not sleeping, because my phone decided it would connect to the WiFi and I saw baby's message and I was jumping up and down and sitting in the bathroom smiling at my phone like an idiot because I love this man so much and can't wait to see him!

I've been sleeping with his sweater on everyday(: Wearing his necklace, and the bear he gave me and staring at pictures of him on my phone <3 Being apart from him is really hard.. but when I have fun, the day goes by quickly and I'll be able to see him sooner! Our time here ends on the 31st and my parents want to go to another hotel and another beach.. I'm not too thrilled about it, but we are going to the beach again tomorrow..

I can't wait to see you again.
I love you more than anything <3

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