I am beyond happy right now, a little message can make me soo happy!! Ahh, baby thank you for texting me. I was really worried about you, the only regret I have is not being home to respond since we went to the beach again today. I got a semi-tan. It's not that big of a tan, but my mom turned really brown.

I feel so at ease now.I feel so peaceful and just my worries have flown away and I'm on cloud 9. No, cloud 10. Because 10 is better than 9. Because it is.

You know that feeling when you're so happy and you just want to squeeze that person so hard and just stay there forever holding them and crying tears of joy? That's me right now. But maybe not crying yet, I need to see baby first, I'm only allowed to cry on him.

You know when you've found that person you want to spend forever with and you're really happy and everything makes you laugh and you want to do everything for that person? That's also me right now. I've said this a lot before, but I want to marry him.

I know, I know, I'm seventeen blah blah. I want to marry him and it's final and that's it and we will get married and have a lot of children and we will be a really cute family! No matter what happens, we will be super cute together forever always! (I sounded really blonde there..but it's true!). This love I have for him is just, bigger than anything!

He makes me happier than anyone. He makes me work hard and smile and laugh and I love him so much. That's my man. So hands off everybody, okay? Because if you fall in love with him, you can't have him because he's mine and loves only me so tough luck!~


I really need to complain to WestGate though their WiFi is really weird. If I'm in the living room it's works beautifully and when I'm in my room it disconnects like there is no tomorrow! I wish there was free WiFi everywhere! In the subways, in the streets, in cars, in buses, on the beach everywhere!

It's pretty late and I'm still not sleeping, because my phone decided it would connect to the WiFi and I saw baby's message and I was jumping up and down and sitting in the bathroom smiling at my phone like an idiot because I love this man so much and can't wait to see him!

I've been sleeping with his sweater on everyday(: Wearing his necklace, and the bear he gave me and staring at pictures of him on my phone <3 Being apart from him is really hard.. but when I have fun, the day goes by quickly and I'll be able to see him sooner! Our time here ends on the 31st and my parents want to go to another hotel and another beach.. I'm not too thrilled about it, but we are going to the beach again tomorrow..

I can't wait to see you again.
I love you more than anything <3

Missing my boyfriend so much.. writing this while wearing his sweater and cuddling the bear he gave me. I haven't spoken to him in two whole days, and I'm worried about him and I miss him like crazy. I'm hoping time goes by a little quick so that I can see him soon and ask about his trip.

To pass time, I've been shopping and watching dramas, or should I say rewatching. I still find the Japanese hana kimi better than the Korean for some reason. It just makes me laugh and bawl and just so many emotions haha.

It's been helping with my loneliness, but I still miss him so much. Missing someone is just not a good feeling at all.. It makes you lonely, but at the same time, it makes seeing that person again exciting,, because you're anticipating it and can't wait and want to run and jump and just hug the other person to death. (Okay, that's an expression, don't make anyone die..).


I've been taking out my phone just to stare at the background and go through my picture gallery. We've come so far. It's like my life was a puzzle and it was missing a piece and he just completes me like no one can or ever will be able to.

When I'm with him, he makes me feel like the only woman in the world.

He makes me laugh and be silly and he makes me appreciate every little thing(:

Ahhhh, It makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside when I talk about my "taisetsuna hito". It's pretty late, but I can't seem to fall asleep. Although sleeping is nice. I really enjoy sleep. Anything can happen in dreams.

I can see my baby in my dreams. I can marry him and force him to buy a rabbit or a dog. I can fly or I can become an animal or just, dreams are amazing, sometimes scary and sometimes weird. But dreaming of him makes me feel really happy. Although I can't see him yet, Although I can't speak to him today, I know somewhere, he's thinking and dreaming of me too.

And, you know, he's looking up at the same sky as I am.
It's a comforting feeling, somehow~

I'm suuper late on this because I've been lazy but I am so obsessed with GD's new song, One of a Kind. I really like G-Dragon, I think right after Gee the second Korean song I heard was his "Heartbreaker". I like how you can pick out his voice on any track it's so unique.

Rosana drew me a picture of him for my 16th birthday... I was super obsessed with Heartbreaker and I wouldn't shut up, I think I memorized the lyrics...

Here you are (: !~ Yessssiir I'm one of a kiiiinnddddd

To The Beautiful You vs Hana Kimi

So, I've recently started watching the korean version of Hana Kimi, and let me tell you, it's quite different from the original. Remeber in Hana Kimi when Mizuki is running the marathon, she gets injured by someone stepping on her foot with cleats and her foot starts bleeding, but she runs anyways? Well, in Hana Kimi, Mizuki doesn't win the race and Sano rushes in to carry her to the doctor's office, Nakatsu helps too. Not to mention there's a whole backstory with his grandma being ill.

In To The Beautiful You, Sulli ( already forgot her character's name, uhh...) actually wins the race, and she doesn't injure her foot in the same way (she sprains it). Also, in TTBY I don't see Dorm 3 being as funny. Dorm 3, Oscaaaar!

Is it funny that in both dramas I wanted the lead to end up with Nakatsu/Lee Hyunwoo?? Sorry Minho.. but.. I just don't like your role. I didn't like Oguri Shun's role either.. I just don't like the whole Sano-type. Another big difference is that, in the Japanese version, Mizuki's brother is played by a japanese actor who speaks his lines in japanese.. where as Sulli's brother.. is some tall American guy?!

I found it totally unrealistic when he speaks in English ( and korean subs appear ) and Sulli answers in Korean. It's a little weird to talk like that to your brother.. is she adopted or half american??? She did say some English lines but... so...korean...accent. One thing that did surprise me is that the American guy did speak Korean! He said quite a few lines. But his acting was just...oh gosh... so false.

Another thing, when Sulli got kidnapped by that hyung and Minho went to save her.. they were in a van (a rapist van, Sulli, it looked like a rapist van! And hyung kept touching you too! RAPE ALERT!) and Minho runs out of the house and he's like (his thought)

Let me just take a bicycle and catch up to a motorized vehicle and let me not think to call hyung's cellphone but have Sulli call me and tell me details of where she is and I'll know exactly where that is even though I don't live in this area. Sounds good Minho. Go.

My favorite character so far is Eun Gyeol! He's just super happy and funny and I can't deal with Minho's bad personality and gloom. Not to mention that Korea's sweetheart girl that thinks she's Minho's girlfriend that I swear will end up with Eun Gyeol although he liked Sulli and thinks he's gay.


I swear if Eun Gyeol ends up with miss bratty I will call the produced and tell them SHIBAL KEZEKI YA. No, No, No. Cannot.

I must admit though, the Korean actors are much better dressed compared to Hana Kimi's cast (I really really dislike their uniforms in Hana Kimi...). But I'm not too sure about Sulli's acting either. I just have an f(x) bias and like Sulli because she's cuter than a button.

Best scenes: Eun Gyeol imagining him and Sulli getting married, having a child and the child asking which daddy gave birth to him.

Worst Acting: "Oppa" finds out Sulli is pretending to be a guy at an all male school and gives her a long lecture about her future in english.

Look at that fancy bowl cut! xD It suits him though. I can't imagine Minho with that bowl cut..

An obligatory gif of Sulli and Eun Gyeol. Because he reminds me of GD. They're so adorable together!

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Haaaapppyyy 9 Months! <3

Hey baby! Happy nine months to us(: Aren't we just the most adorable couple ever? Although I'm the chinky one yet I'm not even asian, you said you liked my chinkiness so you can't change your mind now okay? You're stuck with four eyes here. I mean five eyes. I forgot the one on the back of my head, you know I'm not good at math anyways. I didn't use my fingers for that one okay?

Really, I didn't.....





You don't believe me doo yooooouuu. I'll show you one time okay? Then you can see I have mastered mathematics....yeah.

Nine months baby, I fall in love with you every day all over again. This feeling won't ever cease to be, so I will always love you and fall in love with you more and more! I'm so happy to have met my soulmate, someone who cares and listens and is understanding and kind and warm hearted and happy and handsome and has an adorable smile and the cutest laugh and a heart bigger than he knows he has <3 That's you my baby. Justin, that man is you, my soulmate! I love you soo much Justin(:

You're leaving tomorrow morning, and I don't know what I'll do without any contact with you... I really hate not being able to make sure you're okay. I hope you have lots of fun visiting your family though! Say hi to Joey for me! Take this time to relax before school begins and don't work too hard okay? This is your vacation! No vacuuming! Please be safe too, and take care baby.

I can't wait to jump into your arms once I get back and just ahhh breathe in. I'm wearing your sweater as I'm writing this. It still smells like you. It smells like home. It eases the pain of being without you just a little bit. Knowing that I can fall asleep because of this comforting scent and feeling of being enveloped by you.

I love you so much Justin.

-Andreea <3

Went to see Total Recall with the amazing boyfriend today! The movie was surprisingly better than I though! ( At first I thought it was going to be some kind of matrix remake ), but I really did enjoy it and it was quite suspenseful and action filled, so I was really happy! The only complaint I have is that the arm rest didn't move up and down and I wanted to cuddle with my honey and the stupid arm rest was in the way.

I'm going to write a letter to Rob Ford to stop spending money on football and hotdogs and hamburgers and food and to make all the arm rests at theatres go up and down because it's civil rights! ( That doesn't make sense but I think you can manage anything if you argue it's civil rights ).  Some people don't even buy drink and sometimes the arm rest is really uncomfortable and I think this is a serious issue and it needs to be addressed preferably before me and the other half visit another movie theatre.

Also got baby the earring he's been wanting for a bit, and he looks so handsome with it on! We have a matching black one but I'm going to wear mine tomorrow because I'm afraid if I wear it to bed i'll end up losing it.

Have also made up mind that I will lose 16lbs in two months... mathematically... around 4 weeks in one month, if lose 2lbs in one week, 2x4= 8lb and two months is 2x8=16lbs and I would be amazingly much lighter than I am now..

My poor fats are going bye bye. I hope some one in need of my fats recieves them. I'll ship it off to a third world country for starving children to have, since they need it so much more than I do.


Have been productive recently! I am suuper happy and just really really bubbly right now.

Things I have learned today:

★ Baby doesn't like the ketchup popcorn flavoring
★ I don't particularly like it either
★ Melted butter tastes delicious
★ I like messing up baby's hair ( even though I knew this before )
★ Baby looks handsome with an earring

Had a weird phone call today from Mississauga on my cell phone.. I was making a grilled cheese tortilla wrap, which by the way was very delicious although the cheese tasted like rubber. I picked up, thinking it might be someone important, like a family member or something, and it turned out to be some Indian man who was looking for someone named Kanish.

He kept yelling at me " where is Kanish??" 

Let me just say, some people are so rude. Don't yell at random strangers on the phone okay? 

Stupid, did ever a white girl answer your Indian friend's phone? I don't think so, he lives in Mississauga which is like brown city. I was getting really annoyed because he sounded so commanding and he he just knew nothing so I told him there was no Kanish and hung up. He was lucky I didn't burn my delicious tortilla or else I would have been really upset. I wish people would be just a little more polite.

Don't even get me started on telemarketers, a couple of days ago

At 10:00AM phone rings
Me: Hello?
X: Hello, this is Billy Joe from the Toronto Star! We are having a promotion where you can get the paper daily but only have to pay for the weekend delivery! It's an amazing deal, blah blah, when can we get this deal started for you?
Me: I'm not interested
X: You only have to pay for Sunday and Saturday delivery though, and the rest is free! When can we get this great deal started for you?
Me: ..... I don't read the paper...
X: This is a great chance to start miss! It's a great opportunity! When can we get this amazing deal started for you?
Me: *annoyed* never *hangs up*

Honestly, I wish they would just realize that no matter how much they egg you on you will not buy their stupid papers or switch your insurance company or phone provider or donate money to saving wild chimpanzees or whatnot.

Other than that I had a rather uneventful day, I ate really well today though! I also did dishes, so I wasn't totally useless today. I need to vacuum again though, this dark hardwood is really hard to maintain. 

I'm having one of those blah weeks where I don't care about doing anything I just sit around and watch television or read or draw or go on tumblr... Can't wait for tomorrow though! Have a date with the baby after not seeing him for a couple of days!!!

Wearing baby's necklace:) it reminds me of him so much and keeps me safe.

That feeling when your life is absolutely 100% complete and you feel full of love and happiness. My life everyday. I might not be as beautiful, as skinny or as nice as some other girls, but I am becoming the best person that I can be!

My goals for the remainder of this week/next week

vacuum
wash dishes everyday
take a picture of all of my food
eat healthy
exercise
apply moisturizer every day
apply less make-up 
begin reading one book
smile more
be appreciative
dust



I'll be happy to complete at least 3 of these goals~ I want to give my face a break from the make-up for just a little bit. I want to be able to accomplish a lot of things this week! I want to spend time with my other half. I want to read more. I want to continue to learn new things!  I want to grow my hair out and dye it back to blonde!

どうして？。。。
この女。。。－３－　みてください。
Here she has little white spots on her cheeks like an anime character.... oh Dakota Rose.

 It looks like she's bald since it looks as if she's missing a whole patch of hair.

 This last picture is taken from prettyuglylittleliars. You can see her lip changes shape here.

Had a pretty bad day food wise. But just because I've had a rough two days doesn't mean I'm going to give up! Sarahs mom made some waffles and vanilla sauce and we ate them with strawberries. And the chocolate
And the chips. My body will kill me for overdosing on junk food. I already feel heavier and gross right now.

Sorry body. I won't do it again.
Pick yourself up and keep going. I lost 4lbs. 20 more lbs and I will be very healthy and very happy:)

You only have one body. I'm not only doing this for myself, but for my wonderful honey, because this isn't only my body, its his too:)

Korean music videos.. two words.

Gangnam style.

Heeeeeeeyyy sexy laaadyy. O-o-o-oooppa gangnam style.

Hyuna is in this video too. That boy in the video must be super famous right now haha.

I hate how people are bickering in the comments because some people thought it was Japanese. One. Its a Korean music video. This has nothing to do with japan. Stop bashing Korea and Korea stop bashing japan ...jeez. not everything weird has to be Japanese ! ( although I love kyary ) . Why can't we all just be friends! Korea is cool. Japan is cool. The end. :3

I have to admit though the song is ridiculously catchy , I've played it twice already.

I have this weird artificial grape flavor in my mouth right now...but I have t eaten anything that even remotely tastes like grapes..

Yesterday was amazing as is every day I spend with my amazing other half. :) I love you so much.

Am now sad because I have completed inuyasha.... and... I'm not sure if I'm happy about kikyo. I thought she was a bitch but I suppose she had reason to be a bitch. She does way more in terms of fighting than kagome in does in five episodes. Wah rumiko Takahashi is one woman who made my childhood! First time I watched the show I loved sango.. I still do:)

Also watched an amazing documentary again called super size me. Oh jeez. Its so gross about McDonalds. But its so addicting. Although having it maybe once a month is okay... just...(-3-)

Its raining outside right now. Am probably going to have some lunch. Honey is at a birthday party today, so I hope he's having lots of fun! Going to go grab some lunch:3

Had an amazing day today with the boyfriend. We went out for a picnic and had a lot of fun, although it felt like I was an ice cream cone melting in the sun. I realize I haven't updated my blog much, honestly, my life is going really well, and although I'd like to write about my day every day, some days I just sit inside and do nothing...

しようがないの。。

Today was perfect. Every day I spend with people I love is perfect no matter what! Sometimes, I get really down, and I have to slap myself (not literally) and realize that I have amazing friends and an amazing boyfriend and an amazing family.

No matter how many arguments you may get into, or how much you've hurt each other, your friends and beloved ones will always love you no matter what.

People argue that the human heart is weak, that it succumbs to corruption, greed and a insatiable thirst for power, but the human heart, the human emotions, especially love, are what make humans able to be compassionate and understand the pain of others.


Sometimes, I'm spoiled and I want to spend every second of my day with my boyfriend, at those times, when I'm feeling down and lonely, I play Paul Mariat's " Toccata ". It reminds me that no matter what kind of loneliness or sadness I have, I can always count on running into his arms at the end of the day.

I really have a wonderful life, a wonderful man, a wonderful family, and wonderful friends