Thursday, July 19, 2012

I love you so much. I love you more than I love anything. I love you so much my heart wants to jump out of my chest and tell you how much it loves you. People don't understand love until they've experienced it first hand, but no one will ever be able to understand my love for you. Don't give up on your dreams. No matter how hard it might get, I'll still be here no matter what. I'll protect you from everything you fear. I won't let anyone hurt you. I'll stand beside you and shield you. You don't have to worry about anything, because I'll be here to take your worries away from you. I'll take all your pain, your loss, your insecurity and show you love, happiness and confidence.  I'll be the sun that dries up your tears and the sunscreen that protects you from the burns. I'll shine brightly upon you every day, and I'll make the rain go away. I might not be the prettiest, nicest or best girl out there, but I know that I'm the one girl that loves you unconditionally. Your happiness means to me more than food and water mean to a starving thirst stricken man. To you, these may be just words, but to me these are my feelings. I'm not good at expressing myself sometimes, but this feeling is one that takes hold of me every day that I live and breathe on this earth. And when I stop breathing and my body reunites with the earth under our feet, I will have no regrets for this life which I have lived because I've loved the best man on the face of the earth, and in the entire galaxy. I can't imagine a life not waking up to you. I can't imagine a life not laughing with you. I can't imagine a life without you. You're my heart and my soul and my existence. Even if I was born again, I'd come into this world loving you and only you. I know we're young, and I know there's so much for us to experience. But I wouldn't be happy experiencing life with any other man but you. You don't give yourself enough credit sometimes. There isn't any other man like you in this universe, and there will never be another one like you. This is why I'm ridiculously happy to be the only woman loving you like this. I'm loving the only you there will ever be in this world. Don't you ever forget how special you are, okay? Never put yourself down. No matter how low you sink, I'll never fail to raise you higher than before. I may not be perfect, but I will do my best to please you and make sure you never forget to laugh. Even though tears may stream down my face, it's because my heart can't find the ways to express it's love for you, because words can't possibly explain this feeling that takes over me everytime I see you walking towards me. I want to run into your arms and feel your warmth against me. I want to hold onto your hand and never let it go.  I want to be your warm blanket in the cold winter nights. No matter how much you push me away, know I'll always be holding onto you no matter what. Don't ever forget me. When I'm old and senile, I want to be there smiling back at your silly jokes. No matter how old this heart gets, it won't ever forget your love. I'll love you always baby. I won't leave your side. No matter what hardships may come, no matter what problems may arise in the future, I'll be there to help you face them. Don't let anyone else into your heart but me.

I love you so much Justin. I'll always love you and only you.

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