Sunday, April 21, 2013

Sometimes things make me so sad I wish I could burrow deep into my blankets and not have to face reality for a while.

Thursday, April 11, 2013


This was my lunch today! (: I also cleaned my room today so I wasn't being completely useless! I also plan to do homework today..later..

I can't do homework during the day, I'm not even sure why...




Wednesday, April 10, 2013

04/10/2013

Today I failed another math test.. despite being confident in knowing how to do the work my mind went completely blank. I felt really stupid today)':

I don't think my future career will be math related at all..

Im setting a goal of doing all my homework from now on! And losing 10kg by prom by limiting my sugar and carbohydrate intake..

/I'll do it this time!/

I'd like to do a draw my life video! :3
I still haven't decided between a note or a Mac..

I'm bad with decision-making. I hope this month I'll be a more decisive person!:)

Sunday, April 7, 2013

07/04/13

Today I learned how to drive! Kind of! I'm slowly getting there.. I'm terrified since I am so bad with multitasking. You have to check your mirrors, and back up, press the pedals etc.. Ah, I hope I'm secretly an amazing driver! (maybe I am!).

Me and my mom made burgers for dinner, and all in all I had an okay day! 

Friday, March 15, 2013

15.03.2013

Just realized that most of the dates on this blog are wrong because my laptop date is ahead by one whole day..

Anyways! Yesterday was Justin's birthday! Happy 17th birthday to you my love! (Although I failed with the grammar in your card, I fixed it here, see?) I love you so much! I had such a great time on your birthday, so I hope you did too!

I'd love to go out today, but my father is being lazy and just watching documentaries on the computer and sleeping... I think I'll go hand out my resume at a few places once I shower, but I am legitimately very lazy to go out at this point.. I can't be mad at my dad because he looks so harmless when he sleeps.. plus he gave me twenty dollars for no apparent reason!

Yay! I have some money in my wallet! I'm not broke anymooore! Although he got upset because I wanted to use it to buy some things.. he's always lecturing me about saving money.. I used to be pretty good with saving money!

Okay! I won't spend this $20 unless absolutely necessary! I should at least have some money with me right, right hehehe. Probably won't last very long, I am very bad with saving money. There is always a time when something needs to be bough!

I should work a little because school is starting soon.. but why is this march break so short! It always feels like a day, I swear!~





Isn't this dress so gorgeous? It's some rip off of a DVF dress.. but the colour is actually so pretty! Like.. a deep plum colour.

I want to be able to look nice in dresses too.. especially don't want to look like an overstuffed sausage anymore!! I have to watch what I eat! March break has been a horrible food week, so much unhealthy food.. mostly junk. Except for baby's dinner last night and lunch yesterday (sushi and tempura! Real food for the first time in daaaayyss! Been living off of chocolate croissants and other miscellaneous items found in cupboard).

Ahhhhhhh.. eat well..eat well!
I was doing really well.. and then it went downhill again (that kind of rhymes)..
So let's do better from now on!!!!~

List of things I must accomplish

1.Lose weight (has been a goal since like what, 2006...)
2. Get a job! (stop being so lazy!)
3. Do more homework (do it early ;A:)

I also want to spend as much time with my love before I leave for vacation! I want to spend lots of time together~!


Flashback picture! Family shot hehe. My Birthday last year. also the eyeliner marks on my hands from teaching baby how to use it. What a cute bunch we are (:


Looks like he's in pain but! Despite it being a tiara, he's my prince! I hope you felt like royalty on your birthday! Thank you lots for taking this picture for me <3 !

Thursday, March 7, 2013

08.03.2012

My lover got sick and couldn't come to school because he had to see the doctor. He slept for fourteen hours after a whole day of hives and red bumps appeared all over his body making it impossible for him to sleep- especially since they were itching really badly.

The doctor also said he might have strep throat... which makes it even worse. His allergy hasn't acted up anymore but now it hurts to eat and swallow..

I brought him some soup, some tea and hot chocolate to try and calm the infection in his throat. I also brought him a warm blankie which I use! It feels like sleeping on ten fuzzy puppies at the same time!

I hope you get better soon Justin! Rest up and eat lots to make sure you get your strength back!

At school today, I got to open a time capsule! While it wasn't super old, it was great to see what the first people in my school were like. I also want to make a time capsule. I want to make a time capsule with Justin!

I wonder what I would bury?...mm

A picture of us two! Ahhh I'd like to make one now! I want to come back with him after a year or two and dig it up! We could each write a letter and tell each other we can't read it until one year later!

I'm currently really liking "Dream Girl" by SHINee! It's such a catchy song! I don't know what they did with Taemin though, but I don't mind! So catchy~! And guess what? They gave Minho more than one line in the song! woohoo!

He's like Bora in SISTAR19.. Hyorin basically sings 70% of the song herself. Not that I'm complaining because Hyorin has a nice voice but, mmm...

I got a Japanese speaking CD-rom from the library- and it's horrible. I don't mean the quality, it's fine for the purpose it is meant to serve, but the CD-rom keeps having errors and shutting down... ahh I guess my expectations were too high for it..


In other news, It's almost baby's birthday! Yay! I'm still debating on his present.. should I get B or B and should I get the C or the V...mmm... or maybe the other C...

I want to eat a pistachio macaron! D:

Mmm, I had a really good Macaron at this bakery I went to with my parents, uhhhh it was soooo goood. They had different flavors too mmm, delicious! I really like desserts!

I have a test tomorrow..- because I did horrible on the multiple choice I have to get 20/20 on short answer and also do one extra question to hope to get bonus five marks to kind of balance my test out...


I'm going to go read a book before I sleep! Baby needs his rest too so we are sleeping early today~!


Friday, March 1, 2013

02.03.2013

Today was a good day! There was a bake sale at school, so baby bought me a cupcake. He bought one too.. but his wasn't so delicious, he didn't even finish it! It's hit or miss with these things isn't it..

Mrs.D still hasn't uploaded the powerpoint for the lecture we had in class two classes ago despite me reminding her three times! I want to do your work, really! I want to do well in your class- except you're not letting me!! Really, I feel stupid since I asked again but I'd like to get it done with and I can't...

In other news, baby and I went to the Eaton Centre! We ate at Eki Bento where the lady serving us messed up our order and then charged us full price despite us ordering the daily special. (It's only one dollar more but.. that's still money). After we ate, we were so full so we lounged around the place for a bit until we headed back to Eatons.

I tried my first Mrs.Fields cookie! We bought half a dozen, five macadamia/white chocolate and one milk chocolate. Although the macadamia ones were delicious, the milk chocolate one reminded me of a cookie straight out of the oven! (I like my cookies hot and gooey, which is why I dislike buying cafeteria cookies unless it's in the morning, because they are harder than bricks and depending on who made them that morning, they may be burnt- one caf lady does not know how to make them.. I don't know which one though..)

Although I don't even want to post what I ate, I'll do it anyways because hey, it's a good reminder.

Oatmeal
Mango
Toasted Seaweed
Vegetable Chips
Chicken
1/4 Curry Chicken Kaarage Bowl
3/4 Beef Bowl
4 Mrs.Fields cookies (1 milk chocolate, 3 macadamia white chocolate)
Nestea (this counts because soft drinks also have calories, why I usually prefer water, since I like to eat my calories not really drink them, I feel much more satisfied like that! (: )
3 Cucumber Roll pieces
1 Cupcake


So yup! Not the best day in terms of diet but, It was a date and I don't like to restrict myself when I'm going out. I had fun too so I don't regret eating so much ! Plus everything I ate today was super yummy! Thank you for treating me today baby! It was so fun and delicious!

So proud of my man, he's going to make his resume and apply for a job! (: Although I don't look forward to him working really hard, I hate to see him so stressed out so... maybe this is the answer to that? Maybe not though. You never know until you try. I just hate seeing him stressed and frustrated because of my wants, he shouldn't have to put himself through that just to please me. I'm happy if he's happy.

What's going on this week?
Math Test Monday! (Ugh.. I have 5.4 done.. but not 5.1-5.3 and 5.5 so... let's hope I do well.. I also don't have the review done ..)
English 1984 Test! (Why are we having a test for english again? I think this is kind of dumb but oh well..)

Homework!
Animation (make phone spin! make it spppiinnnnn)
French (3 pages livre + 2 pages cahier)
Religion (summarize article + paragraph on relationships)
Writer's Craft (screen play+ Just a lather, that's all analysis)
Philosophy- (bonus marks package + quiz friday)
Economics (Notes+questions)

Okayyy! Time to read and summarize! Here we go~!

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Todays food journal
Oatmeal
Mango
Mango
2 Hot Stuffs
3-4 Slices Pizza
Chicken
1/2 Bueno
1/2 Sour Key

Ahh I did so bad today. For some reason I was so hungry today it was crazy! Hehe. Its okay though
I don't feel hungry now :) as long as I feel full its okay to eat more!

Mmm I really want a pistachio macaron.. so good.

Anyways, I did well on my math and English tests today! It snowed a whole lot too.. it was nice outside until it turned into slush. Even though I was wearing rainboots my feet still got wet.

Today was unproductive.. I slept and ate a lot, although I have a french speech tomorrow. Please memorize fast brain!

I was so happy to see baby today! Yay! Tomorrow is even better:3 lunch and class also with baby! Let's work hard tomorrow... I hope!

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

28.02.2013

I didn't go to school today! It ended up snowing lots and my dad couldn't even go to work because the snow was blocking out driveway and his car couldn't exit ...

So instead, I stayed home and studied for english.. I still have to study for math. Do not want to because it is a bonus test but.. I am sure this test will not be good so it is good to have at least some bonus marks! Today my eating was so-so, I ate too many greasy things so I'm not too happy with myself but.. I will do better tomorrow! I also ate chocolate again! But only 2 squares so it is not too bad...

Vegetable Chips
Mango
2 Egg Rolls + soy sauce
2 Squares of chocolate
Toasted Seaweed
Soup
Mango

Too little vegetables, but the soup is mostly vegetables so.. It is okay. I must give my dad the vegetables chips to eat.. although healthier than regular chips.. they are still chips! In addition to my math, I also have to finish writer's craft and economics!

My economics teacher is okay.. I got 82% on my test.. I wish I had done notes! 3 marks bonus for notes!!!! I could have gotten 36/40 with the bonus.. Next time have to do notes for sure!!!!

Today I woke up wanting to have pizza.. but since I already ate chips, pizza will have to wait some days because it is too greasy to eat after having chips.. plus Egg Roll is a bit greasy too, although it has vegetables inside..

雪が降っています~!きれいですね~けど。。いっぱい雪です!~だから学校栄着ません。明日は2テストがあります。。やばい~テストが難しい。。どうしよう。。あたしは勉強しません。「がんばって!」といったけど。。ぜんぜんわからない。神様お願い!助けて!日本語のブログを買いたい。。私の日本語は悪いですね。。すみませんみんな~みんなわかった?



I was thinking maybe to write a Japanese journal to improve because I am forgetting a lot now.. so maybe when I have time I can write in Japanese here a bit!

I am going to go have my soup now since it is almost 6PM and eating after 6PM is a not good ;A;





Sunday, February 24, 2013

I haven`t posted something in a while, huh...
I actually miss having some kind of journal to write in. My days typically aren`t very exciting- but I`d like to think my opinions might be.

I`m working on my english homework right now. I especially dislike poetry in english for some reason or other.. I can`t seem to be happy with my assignment. I`m listening to 二人の気持ち from the Inuyasha OST, and it's so calming..

I didn't do much today. Although I feel less heavier, I'm not actually sure if I'm losing any weight. Anyways, here is what I ate today!

Oatmeal with 1 square of chocolate
Rice with beef and mushrooms
2 squares of chocolate
1 mango
Strawberries
2 more squares of chocolate

I heard having a light dinner is better since your body needs time to digest the food you eat, so I've been trying to have a heavier lunch/breakfast rather than dinner. I noticed that I usually get hungry between 12:00pm-4:00pm and after that I don't feel hungry, so eating heavier meals during that time will help me from overeating.

Not to mention eating a lot of protein makes you full, so in general meats and eggs are really good.. except I don't particularly like eggs. Unless you add something yummy to it like bacon or cheese or something.

Yesterday~

Yesterday I was supposed to go to a friend's birthday party, however it was rather late and short notice so I couldn't attend.. Instead I suggested her coming over on Sunday to make up for it, unfortunately that didn't happen because she had to say goodbye to her brother.

I went to a really yummy restaurant with Justin yesterday though! The food is really good- the service? Not so much... Nakwon's food is delicious, (minus the teriyaki set Justin had one time which was burn and tasted like coal..). However the ladies working there have the death stare! 

It's so intimidating to ask for anything, they aren't exactly welcoming. Not to mention they collect their tip and don't ask if you want change.. which I think is a bit rude, because I was going to give them the tip anyways, but most places ask you if you'd like your change back. 

So, service wise, 2/10. Food wise, depending on what you get, 8/10. The food is actually pretty good, portions are big, and if you can't finish it, they give you takeout boxes! 

They also have a television playing some Korean channel, which, (weirdly enough, on the day we went) had accompanying Spanish subtitles...??

I found a lot of the customers to be chinese- even the ladies running the restaurant spoke both Korean and Chinese!

It gets rather loud sometimes, but I had a great time with Justin there!

After eating spicy rice cakes, which are sold out of a kind of food-stall, and taiyaki also from the same stall, we went into the little centre to eat (there was so much snow outside and it was cold), and we sat by the fountain and talked.

Next we went to a cute cafe called Soban, which besides having a really cute interior, has a really nice view if you come later on at night (7:00pm-9:00pm or later). We had the Taro Cookie Slush (mmmmmm!) and we ordered one of their waffles, which came with strawberries, kiwis, chocolate sauce and vanilla and chocolate icecream all dusted with powdered sugar.

It was so delicious! Too bad the waffle and drink were so huge I couldn't eat lots because of all that we ate beforehand! 

The service here was really nice! The person that served us was a very nice Korean girl who even helped us by telling us what the yuumiest things on the menu were, so, service here gets an 8/10, the food also gets an 8/10! 

I feel like I ate so much that day, but it was so delicious! Thank you for taking me out baby!~<3